This text examines the relationship between the subject and the process of its constitution, critiquing the notion that a subject can establish itself as a pre-existing or finished entity. The author argues that while a subject must maintain and improve itself, its primary emergence is not an act of self-creation by an already existing being. Instead, the establishment of the subject is an integral part of a broader transformation where an event transitions from a virtual form into a real one. This transformation involves initiating bidirectional contacts with its environment and commencing the performance of being. A central element of this process is the "return to self"—a movement toward what has already been realized. Rather than a regression, this return is a forward step aligned with the ontological direction of the event, moving from the future through the present into the past. Thus, the text redefines subjectivity as a dynamic component of an event's unfolding rather than a static starting point.